Wow what a year it has been. Obviously you guys wouldn’t have any idea what I’m on about as I literally disappeared off the face of the earth, had a couple of breakdowns and deleted my blog. Yep. Still the same drama queen.

Well good news for you (maybe?) I am BACK! I have decided to dust off my blogging hat and start alllllll over again. I fell out of love with blogging and felt like shit compared to every other beautiful blogger- I feel as I’ve gotten older, I am just not into the same things I once was into at the prime age of 16. Obviously, blogging back then was the best thing ever and I spent every second of my free time on my blog because I LOVED it so much, I even went self-employed for 4 months!! But as the days went on, I suddenly felt as if everything was so forced and I was just so desperate to fit in with all of the thin, beautiful girls around me that it actually made me really sad in the end.

Now I’m older and OBVIOUSLY much more mature (take my word for it pls), I miss blogging sooooo much. All I think about is getting back to it. Throughout college, I was so timid and I hid behind my blog which I believe in theory, made me a much more confident person. Now I have more confidence, I can’t wait to get writing again and hopefully make everything as organic and authentic to myself as I possibly can.

What have you missed?

Apart from nearly keeling over after contracting sepsis and then buying a house:  honestly? Nothing. I have just been living my #bestlife for the past couple of months in the happiest mind set I think I’ve ever been in (apart from the year my parents got me a Tamagotchi for my birthday, cos that was a fucking insane year).

So… What to expect? 

I have so many exciting things coming up; I honestly have such amazing ideas for the content I’m going to produce. I am basing my blog entirely on myself and everything I post will be things I genuinely want to talk about. I am not going to be trying to make a killing from it like I started to towards the end of 2017; it quite honestly just took the fun out of it for me.

Thank you to everyone who has stuck around to read about what goes through my mind (honestly, you deserve a MEDAL honey) 2020, Lets be having ya!